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"Never Thought"

I wrote these lyrics 2 weeks ago. I was at an all-time low and my sadness inspired me.


This is about a relationship that at the beginning, I seriously thought that he was the guy that would be different from all the rest. In fact, I was afraid to be with him at first for fear that I would be the one to hurt him. Honestly, I thought I was so safe with him. This guy convinced me that we were on the same wave length with regards to the core of our values and passions. But it turns out that of all the guys in my life, he turned out to be the one who hurt me the most. What stings the most is being so wrong about him... the fact that I truly believed that hurting me was the last thing this guy was going to do because he was just not capable... But I was dead wrong and I feel that I've never been so wrong about anything. I don't know if any of you have ever been so wrong about somebody. If you have, it feels that you failed yourself since you didn't see it coming. After this experience, I now question my ability to really know about people.



"Never Thought" By: Mary Aileen Fajardo


Verse:

Thought you'd be the special one in my life

Give me all the love and peace of mind

How could I've known you'd break me down inside...

Never thought I could give you my whole being

Made me doubt myself - I'm tired of feeling

Your cold affection with empty meaning...


Chorus:

Never thought I could give you so much of me

I forgot myself and now honestly

I am so tired of crying...

Never thought I would ever run out of good will

Countling endless days trying my best to heal

I am so tired of trying...

Tired of loving...


Verse:

Thought that time and patience would put things in place

Trusted that you would change your selfish ways

Struggling with time you have nothing to say...

Never thought I could be so wrong about you

Be the one to hurt me if only I knew

I would never have told you how much I love you...


Chorus:

Never thought I could give you so much of me

I forgot myself and now honestly

I am so tired of crying...

Never thought I would ever run out of good will

Countling endless days trying my best to heal

I am so tired of trying...

Tired of loving...


Bridge:

Is there a way to stay together

Without starting all over

Take away the insanity

Resurrect the sincerity...
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